Meaningful Conversation

Spring Break, I did not want to get out of bed at all the entire week. Saturday morning came and passed, stayed in my room until around four 'O' clock when I finally decided to get my sorry ass out of bed and take a shower. I picked myself up after a week of despair, told myself to get it together and mentally slapped myself in the face. I got dressed and went out for a walk. Six 'O' clock came by, my family ate dinner without me, I went to the local mall to get myself a Vanilla Chai Tea, after that I took the initiative to meet up with a friend. Specifically my ex-girlfriend. We didn't have a horrible falling out or anything so we still act friendly towards eachother. I met up with her and we hung out for a few hours at her house. We talked about some of her old relationships that had gone sour, we talked about music, we fantaized about the future, we had a meaningful conversation about everything. I wasn't putting on a facade like an old boyfriend would, I was actually interested in everything she said, we are still best friends and we seen eachother everyday since. I'm just happy to actually be able to talk to someone that cares and listen to someone that I want to hear. Around ten I remembered, or rather my stomache reminded me, that I hadn't eaten dinner. I asked her if she had eaten and it turns out that my sudden apearance at her house had interupted her dinner. Feeling somewhat guilty I offered to take her out to get a late dinner but she kindly turned down my offer. We hugged our goodbyes and I left her house. It was a great way to end a shitty day though, so I have to thank her for getting me out of a rut.