Self-Loathing

This Saturday I didn't do much. I sat in bed until four-ish, just being sad about my mistakes and my choices. It wasn't until five that I pulled myself together and took a shower. I got dressed afterwards and went for a walk. Walks are my way of composing myself and getting my thoughts together. I had some pretty good thoughts, some about the future, some about the past, reflecting on some memories. Overall there weren't many things that made the day bad but there was also nothing that made the day great.